I was just re-reading a lot of my older posts and saw how much has gone on in this past year. With the thyroid issues, the melanoma - it has been rough. I remember thinking that God MUST have a plan for this. There were so many nights and days for that matter, that were filled with tears and worries and I really began doubting God and His work. No matter how many times I have told that to a friend that was struggling or a family member that was sad - it was HARD to live it out in my life. But seeing how far He has brought me since then is amazing.
First off, my sweet husband got a sort of promotion at work where he makes more money - which is such a blessing. First time in our marriage we have not been stressed about money. It's a good feeling!
Second, I got a check up on all the moley moley's I have and... SUCCESS! All moles checked out to be good and I had a clear check up! PRAISE JESUS!
Third, the thyroid FINALLY got regulated! Which meant that not only did I began feeling a lot better in day to day life -- but also dreams of pregnancy could finally happen!
Fourth...... drum roll....... I am PREGNANT! Almost 5 months - which blows my MIND. The baby literally drop kicked the doctor yesterday at an appointment when he/she was getting it's heartbeat checked!! Let me tell you, I have been nervous - this being my first child - it is filled with crazy worries! Thank goodness for family and friends that are understanding AND for a doctors office that checks me out for everything! :D
God has brought me through SO much. Things were brought in front of me that I never dreamed I would have had to deal with - but it all worked out in a way I am so blessed to be a part of. Prayers of thank you and prayers of protection are sent up everyday for this little bug. J and I love him/her so much already, it's crazy! God DOES have a plan for everything - He really does. He has a meaning and way.
P.S. & BTW -- crafting will began again VERY soon! Life had been busy busy! :D
